From Laura Pausini..... they reflect my mood... I haven't had the best of days lately and my heart is on his hands. and his on mine..., or is it?

I love you...

Now what if I never kiss your lips again 

  Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.

   How would I ever go on?,   

Without you there’s no place to belong 

 Well someday love is going to lead you back to me, 

  But till it does I'll have an empty heart.

   So I'll just have to believe some where out there you're thinking of me   

 Till the day I let you go, 

  Until we say our next hello its not goodbye.   

Till I see you again   

I'll be right here remembering when. 

  And if time is on our side 

 There will be no tears to cry on down the road 

 There is one thing I can't deny its not goodbye   

 You think I'd be strong enough to make it through  

And rise above when the rain falls down.

   But it’s so hard to be strong when you've been missing somebody so long  

It’s just a matter of time I'm sure,

   Well time takes time and I can't hold on, 

  So won't you try as hard as you can 

 Put my broken heart together again?     

Yesterday night I was feeling awful, in the physical sense and my BF was great to me, in every single way. Don't get me wrong, he always IS but last night was such a gift to have him treat me that way...  Now I plan to send him sth for V day, it's sth handmade, cuz he won't let me buy him a gift! Hope he likes, I'm excited about it, wondering exactly how i'll make it... But for that, tomorrow I find out how well  I did on the lawyer's exam!I mean how bad I did lol!  I feel cheery tonight, we're talking... and I was presented with a challenge, I guess I miss new challenges, sometimes working as a teacher and teaching almost the same lesson hour after hour, gets boring... But I had to be a translator to my father and a guy he had a meeting with, but I knew nothing about valves in english NOR portuguese LOL. Anyway, crazy day and I've been so shallow in my last diary entries...

I'll go deeper soon, I promise...

"If it's not you i'm thiking of... if it's not you, who am I supposed to love?"

In less than 5 hours I'll be up and about to try for the lawyer's exam, I know I'll fail. I won't even try to fool myself cuz that'd be a double failure to me. But I'll try it..... I'll test my intelligence prolly.Last night I was a fool, but don't think i should talk about it now nor here... God, I love this guy... I'm so grateful for having him as a bf.

It's probably a consequence of the heat wave we've been having, but i'm feeling drained out. As i'm always called corny, no matter what. there it goes....I wish I was in my bf's arms right now, in a chilli night, enjoying each other's embrace and warmth in front the hearth of a fireplace. I dream with him almost daily, but tonight I didn't. Was a plain day, but at leats i got to talk to him at time, that undoubtlessly brightens my dull day. i'm tired but happy, i've had some good news, but won't be telling now lol